Getzz: Hari Raya is still Here:)

It's never too late for another Raya Visit.

Knowing that i had scarcely visited my muslim friends back in my hometown, I surely know i'll soon be paying my revenge here in Tawau...~Evil laugh~

Ending up a feast for my tummy :)

Kak Ida who is a family to be called invited most of her close friends to her open house last Saturday.

~Kak Sadariah, Cg Ruslan & Cg Faizal with Lil' Kuntum taking their pict~

~On the left: Kak Khairaty & Kak Saadiah~
~On the right: Beatrice & (of course me:)~

~Kuntum who is just getting healthier day by day~

~Kak Sabariah Who is busying herself filling up her plate~

Good thing we came earlier.It was still a comfortable time to eat.

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After feasting at Kak Ida's house for the 35 minutes, people were coming in and filling up the living room. It was really packed and i think it was time for us to go and visit Kak Masnah and her 2 months old baby. Ah! I really can't wait!

Having the plan of getting married next year has already triggered my thoughts to 'have a baby of my own'. This is just ridiculous! But, whenever i see a baby in front of my eyes, ~Ergh~ felt like pinching it,carrying it and carry it back home !(i meant the baby,heheheh). Be it in the supermarket,having the simplest stroll or in the oblivion places i might counter with them makes me want to proceed my nuptial hour tomorrow. Hah! Only if time permits me to do that. WHich is a hell NO-No!

Sometime i feel perplexed, and anxious to think of what if i suddenly can't concieve.
I think i couldn't bare the state that i couldn't actually be a manufacturer to my own brand.
(Lol-What a chosen vocab to be used)
~Laughing to myself while imagining~
I pray not.....

This is me carrying Kak Masnah's 2 months old baby. I ordered her as soon i sat on the long bench with cushions on it. I didn't care for a drink but for HER. I can't stop carrying her even though she starts vommiting on me. The baby has just finished milking with the mother.And i had the guts to try out my skills to make her burp. Instead of burping she poured milk on her shirt which almost got onto mine.

Reminiscing the time i babysit my brothers and sisters. How I missed them when they were babies. But, they are all now big enough to take care of themselves..And the adorable smiles has gone into thin air hahahah.Only pictures reminds me of how adorable they were. Unlike me! I'm always and forever adorable and sweet hahahah-(so perasan)

Had i not care to carry her, i think i wouldn't know which rank of a carrier i was. I think the baby gave me 6/10. She cried after a few minutes and i had to hand over to the mother.
I couldn't stopped the feeling of the desire to hold the baby. So, i carried her once again and here we are with kak Saadiah.