A New home:)

I have wanted a house of mine for a long time. Had been planning this since last year and now it's like a dream come true. I wouldn't say the house is perfect for me but at least i'm staying alone and i wish that my families could come here and pay me a visit.

There were things needed to be settled before i could completely call it 'Home Sweet Home'. Cleaning, washing, wiping and mending things need to be done.

Had ordered a few students to do the cleaning part.

Next, will be the painting part.

Then, the lenolium will create the mood of the house.

Lastly, will carry my things to the house.

And, btw.. I'm just moving next door hahahahah. same level!

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Envelope

Having lost of something precious without your conscious, is just annoying! I had attended a coordination meeting in Tang Dynasty and backpacked flu and cough from my work place. I didn't know it would get worse as i arrived the hotel.

~Tissues were quite clean but don't be fooled by the color. There's mucus residential there hahahah~

~As i entered the room, i quickly served hot tea for myself to heat up myself~

~My partner hasn't arrived yet and yeah i conquer the room~

The 2 days meeting conjured up the mucus as i had no med and the aircond in the meeting room was just helping the bacts to spread quickly. I kept mending on my hands to hot tea, warm water and everything that is just not under the category 'cold'.

On the last day of the meeting, the most important envelope has eloped from my deary hand which i only realized it on Sunday. Darn! Every materials including the important and original forms has eloped on that day! I was really stressed as to remember where i had placed it.

But i dare not say, as whether it has been thrown by the cleaners or it slipped from my hand-it was ALL my Fault-.

I would dare not do this again! For goodness gracious, my partner was somewhat very patient, soothing and has the best soft voice. She just have the tone of merriness be it in whatever mood. Even after explaining about the lost of the envelop, she was quite worried but her tone just kept me so cool as if there will be a solution to it.

Called our 'Ketua Kawasan'. Told her the truth and Walaaah! with a touch of a simple prayer things were okay. I thank you Lord for being there with me! Thank you!Phewww!

Hari Raya is still Here:)

It's never too late for another Raya Visit.

Knowing that i had scarcely visited my muslim friends back in my hometown, I surely know i'll soon be paying my revenge here in Tawau...~Evil laugh~

Ending up a feast for my tummy :)

Kak Ida who is a family to be called invited most of her close friends to her open house last Saturday.

~Kak Sadariah, Cg Ruslan & Cg Faizal with Lil' Kuntum taking their pict~

~On the left: Kak Khairaty & Kak Saadiah~
~On the right: Beatrice & (of course me:)~

~Kuntum who is just getting healthier day by day~

~Kak Sabariah Who is busying herself filling up her plate~

Good thing we came earlier.It was still a comfortable time to eat.

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After feasting at Kak Ida's house for the 35 minutes, people were coming in and filling up the living room. It was really packed and i think it was time for us to go and visit Kak Masnah and her 2 months old baby. Ah! I really can't wait!

Having the plan of getting married next year has already triggered my thoughts to 'have a baby of my own'. This is just ridiculous! But, whenever i see a baby in front of my eyes, ~Ergh~ felt like pinching it,carrying it and carry it back home !(i meant the baby,heheheh). Be it in the supermarket,having the simplest stroll or in the oblivion places i might counter with them makes me want to proceed my nuptial hour tomorrow. Hah! Only if time permits me to do that. WHich is a hell NO-No!

Sometime i feel perplexed, and anxious to think of what if i suddenly can't concieve.
I think i couldn't bare the state that i couldn't actually be a manufacturer to my own brand.
(Lol-What a chosen vocab to be used)
~Laughing to myself while imagining~
I pray not.....

This is me carrying Kak Masnah's 2 months old baby. I ordered her as soon i sat on the long bench with cushions on it. I didn't care for a drink but for HER. I can't stop carrying her even though she starts vommiting on me. The baby has just finished milking with the mother.And i had the guts to try out my skills to make her burp. Instead of burping she poured milk on her shirt which almost got onto mine.

Reminiscing the time i babysit my brothers and sisters. How I missed them when they were babies. But, they are all now big enough to take care of themselves..And the adorable smiles has gone into thin air hahahah.Only pictures reminds me of how adorable they were. Unlike me! I'm always and forever adorable and sweet hahahah-(so perasan)

Had i not care to carry her, i think i wouldn't know which rank of a carrier i was. I think the baby gave me 6/10. She cried after a few minutes and i had to hand over to the mother.
I couldn't stopped the feeling of the desire to hold the baby. So, i carried her once again and here we are with kak Saadiah.

~I didn't noticed that we wore the same color tops that day ~


~Here we are~
-Kak Masnah is the one wearing the blue 'headgear'-



P/s: I can't wait to have a baby of my own.. It's every woman's dream hehehe:)

It was Tough!

I was in the middle of bewilderment as i had been told that i was selected to be one of the speaking examiner for MUET in October and have to attend a coordination in KK. While on the other hand, i had been appointed as the chief assisstant to invigilate for PMR.

• However, the coordination will be held on the first week which is during PMR.

Darn!!

~Clashed~

My mind went wild seeking for people whom i knew to replace me. It was quite a troublesome calling colleagues to colleagues. Pheww! I was really exhausted at explaining my purpose of calling from one person to another. It was like repeating the same script over and over.

• I can't get my mind straight as things were growing more like a giant root sprawling further like a web into the garden of my hub brain. Trapping my spare of room to think for other ways.

• And today was just a blessing. Beth called me up and gave me the number i should call and to whom i should talked to. It was a relief after having called the person that i might not be able to be an invigilator as i had a course to attend.(which was true, even though i'm still waiting for the calling letter hehehe)

• Now, i felt so relieved after having those heavy thoughts cleared off.

♥Clifford & Beatrice♥

Last night was the night of this 2 sweet loving Bride & Groom...

Congratulation Clifford and Beatrice!

At last both of you had become husband and wife 'officially'.

May the journey of life ahead showers happiness and merriness.

At the event, i had my eyes on every beautiful lasses and groomy lads. They dressed so fine until i was in my low self esteem and looking at myself whether i was looking okay in my simple dress. I was aware that there were lasses who keeps their beautiness intact within their zone. The way they sit, the way they eat, the way they excuse themselves from elder poeple and the way they look at people- it was a very exciting thing to observe on that night-.

It seems i really need to care of my manner at future events.

~LOL~

But, I'm just me- loud and simba-. (this is only applied if i have geng 'satu kepala')

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People were coming in at their bestest and hunting for the seat they were assigned to. We sat at table no 15. We were in the -0 degrees zone. As the air-conditioner was just right in front of us:) Phewww! I shivered and my bladder forced me to the toilet.

Good thing i brought my shawl and my fiance' and i treated it as our blanky that night hahahhaha....

Without noticing, i turned my view to our neighbour's table on my left and saw a beautiful young lady. She was simple in her ways. But presented a very gorgeous and pleasant figure. And it seems she was someone who i knew. I was thinking. and kept my mind thinking on that matter. Till, something plops up into my mind.

Gosh! It's Claire!

And here we are taking our pictures together:)

She was beautiful as presented in her pictures in her blog....

It never occured in my mind that i would meet her at such event.

And now i have met with my 'Cloney':)

(she gave us this 'term' for both of us)

ANd- i really forgot why..Haha

~Isn't she Lovely~

(Knew her through blogmates)

~The gorgeous and sweet Claire & Me~

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Before i met claire, I met Shanty sitting alone at her table (where Claire was assigned too). So, i asked her to sit with my fiance' and I to chat before peole coming in to filling up the empty seats. I hadn't met her since our foundation in Gaya Teachers' Training College which is now Institut Perguruan Gaya....
It was almost 4 years..And that was quite a long period.

~Shanty and Me~


~Chelster and me~

Chelster and i were studying in the same Uni and celebrated our Convocation in 2008. As she entered the room, i had her figure scanned and digested in my memory box. But, sadly i couldn't recalled where i met her. Suddenly she waved at me. And i waved back. When we met, she told me that she thought i had forgotten about her-Which indeed i had even though we were at the state of having a conversation.
I was mean by asking her" Kau tau, sebernarnya saya lupa bah kau nie siapa. Di mana arr kita jumpa"
When she refreshed my memories back, I was like "Oh, Gosh! How could i forgot about her" I began to feel the humiliation hub in some part of me hahahahhahah.
~I was kinda rude for not remembering my own classmate~ Lol!
I think i am really getting old at remembering ......I need walnuts!


This were a few snaps taken during the event:


From left: elena, vivien(sorry if i misspelled),me and dyla

Friends whom i just met at the event. They were friendly and showered with cordial smiles. And Beauoooo-tiful too:)

You wouldn't do a simple glance on them...u'll do more than thrice heheheh:)

~Me and my Honey~

~Me, bride & groom, dyla and vivien~

~My fiance', Me , Clifford & Beatrice~

~Beth's Mother~

~I love my curls. They look hawt~

Happy Engagement day!

Being born as a female is the natural process of being hitched as we arived at a certain age. We attract the opposite sex and have a very good daring conversation about stupid stuffs and ended into a serious matters of all affairs.

At last, we start off with the engagement ceremony and will end at the road of matrimony:)

I would like to say congrats to these sweet couples.....

Mariana Lunggeh to be exact was one of my besties back in primary when i really need one as i just got back from states. We used verbal language to converse as i was suffering from digesting BM language- syndrome. I really need a translator. So she was there helping:) It was like yesterday and now she's on the road of happiness:)

We are all getting old, i guess:p

p/s: I wish for the best dear:)

My tale for the Day...

I believed most of us who are working as a government service applies the relaxation zone of fitting in the 2 weeks hols with activities. Relax and have fun simultaneously without getting exhausted with paper works and students error of answering questions and etc-the list goes on..

Some might be travelling overseas, or travelling back hometown to celeberate the significant celebration - 'Hari Raya', preparing what's best for the celebration and listing names to whom is supposed to be visited first on the first RAYA:)

I was confined to be a very good companion for 5 days with my beloved one. Which i promised i would only spend 2 days. But i was better of with another additional 3 days. I would like to take the blame but, i figured out i would be a 'slut' for my kindness. So, my beloved one has to take all the blame. And yes! he should. After all, it was his unplanned, unpredictable job which hinders him to send me back home to MOMMA. So, was it him to be blamed or was it Time?

Well, i think i'm being too kind here.

Well, i managed myself to get my ass back home by taxi with my cousin who was actually going back to our hometown too-(which in the plan-he should be sending me back home) before my mom spread her spring rolls speech on me:p Which i seem to hate -at this age of mine. I felt i'm still like her lil baby who just couldn't care of her own. Well, that's why moms are meant to be in this world. Which is good-sometimes. We really do need them. But, still i hate the babbling part...(imagining)

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Had myself stucked at home doing household chores. I only went to a few houses for RAYA. Which in detail was only 2! *Battering eyelashes*

I guess, i know no one back in this part of hometown of mine hahahha..

Or else i have no muslimin friends here?? (Thinking)

Oops, I do! And i supposed to go with friends. Unfortunately, I just couldn't get there on time and in the end, i'm too shy to go alone.

So, i felt so relaxed during this hols without doing much work. But mom was babbling at how turtleness movement i possess during the interval holiday days. I sweep slow, i carry the laundry slow, cook late(which counts under the category of SLOW), and after that ...

i sit

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watch tv

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never took my nap in the afternoon

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Still i was babbled for not exercising...Hmph!

At last, we had a very good argument! And i landed to bed and sleep! Good Nite:)

A change of look of my bed...

It's Sunday today! I don't know what to do but for sure

- i know i wanted a REST after attending six days school period.

I attended SUNSET MASS yesterday just to spare me time to wake up late today.

Well, I got up a bit late from my daily shool hours. But i didn't managed to stretch my period of slumber sleep. I didn't know what i was on to wake up so decent. I woke up at 8.00am. Darn!

I tried closing up my eyes, but there was no way of me going back to sleep... Waaaargh!

Anyways, i did all the chores at home as my housemate was fasting, so i hold the responsibility of a 'Good housemate should do' hehehehehe...

Bottom line, she never do the cleaning around the house though. ~Cringed~

Well, i'm fine with it!

Am used living with a lazy person...Well- After staying with her for almost 2 years now. WOW! I've been here for almost 2 years now?! Man, I really am a patient young girl:p

Well, enough of the disastisfaction...

(Mentang2 tidak pi church hari nie)

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I swept the floor.

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Cleaned the kitchen.

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Washed my laundries

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(and suddenly it rained-ugh!)

Still,, i continued washing- having the hope that it'll soon stopped.

AND IT DID...

Thank you Lord!

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After, i had done with the laundry..

I changed my bedsheet and comforter.

From the cool purple, pinkish flowery bed sheet,

I changed it to

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-A new flowery choclatish Queen sized b/sheet which i had just bought from 'Lelong' -

-It was very cheap-

So i couldn't stop saying yes to a RM25 b/sheet.

It has been raining since weeks ago, the weather is quite cool here.

I really need a hot temperature environment....So, i needed hot and warm colors.

So, instead of using my cool blue navy or the black ancient egypt bedsheets, i chose this one.

~Hehehehe... My Piggy present given from my students last year~

At first, i had never thought of where to keep it as i'm not the dolly2 type of person.

But, it seems that, this piggy has something to itself.

Just looking at it, makes me smile.

~I actually dumped him in a very dusty box when i felt so pity looking the face~

Took him out and let him be my friend to sleep as an exchange of the bolster pillow:p

Piggy says: Happy Sunday yawh!

Health starts to be a Priority...

I still remembered during my teens. Soap was my main facial cleanser. I never thought it would give a big effect on me as i turned into my stage of 'puberty'. Then, i realized how important it was 'to stay pretty and cute' at the age of 15:p

• Pimples were already conquering the surface of my face. It had covered the whole of my forehead spreading to my cheek bones and scattered a few population in between my 'ugly Betty' brows. So, it was an obvious 'Y' shaped colonies of pimples.

• I slowly began to learn to use facial products which were cheap and affordoble during my teens. As i recalled back, my face wasn't that fussy on any cheap facial products. But, as i grew up, it happened that the products gets expensive and my skin gets more fussy which tells me i'm GETTING OLD.Lol!

• Well,that is that!

• On the other hand,why do we get back-aches, head aches, and all the aches from? I no longer could walk under the hot sun from Center Point to Sinsuron then to Wisma and back to Cp again. Why? Is it because i'm used to driving a car? No! uh-uh. I get tired easily, get all the aches more faser like bacterias.

• Remembered driving 10 hours from Tawau to KK. WHoa! What an experience. I landed on the bed with muscle ache. I even dreamed that i was massaged. hahahah..

• I could see my parents complete with so many supplement in the kitchen. I was thinking that the kitchen could turned into a Pharmacy department hehehehe. Sometimes, during my teens, i'd steal some of the pills and drowned it down in my tummy. But, i did not felt any effects as what they said.

Mommy's script:

Talking to my dad: "Eh, Ling! Macam bagus oh tu SUPA EPA. Mcam saya tidak rasa penat o"

Talking to me: "Bagus oh nie evening primrose bah. Macam tidak sudah sakit belakang. You better take this while you're still young"

And now, I tend to be like my parents. I'm begginning to realize that 'Health' is my main priorty at this age around.

-Hah! Its never too late too start-

-Toxins from my tummy-

Eeww! I never thought it would be so ugah-lay. I wonder what my inner tummy looks like.It would be disgusting to see what i've eaten for the past years. Thinking of the grilled chickens, fats and so much mixed food ingredients..Ugh! kesian my perut! No wonder its beginning to increase in size hehehehe...

IN LOVING MEMORY

I was busy camping with the kids for the 'SCOUT DAY' national level joined by our neighbour scouts from Indonesia (Tarakan, Sebatik and NUnukan).

-Cooked a simple fried rice mixed shrimps -

-With my lovely students-

My shift to the camp was only on Saturday and MOnday( the last day of the event).

And it was MONDAY..Yeah! I get to rest...

I had fun waking up late to school during replacement class on Saturday and the usual daily school day on Monday. You would never get the easy ticket to not attend to school without any reason. And i had a very strong REASON for that hehehhhehe..

Arriving home after the event, i recieved a sudden call from my younger sister, Heather. She was crying heavily at the end of the line. I remain calm. I didn't drop a tear..But, my heart pounded fast.

It was a mixture of laughter and sorrowness in the same week.

My grandmother had passed away last Monday on Aug,2nd,2010.

I Asked a favor from a friend of mine to rush me to the airport and buy a ticket on the spot. At that nick of time, i managed to throw in my camera, toilettries and needed clothes.


I was all ready.

I arrived late. So, i had to stay a night in KK. Early morning, my fiance,in laws and i drove back to my grandma's kampung.

-Me after teary session -

-My sister Heather(on the far left),Cheche(my niece), Tiqa and Dilla(my cuzzies)-

-My uncle Albert, Daddy, Mommy, Uncle Asang, Fel and my nephew(being blocked by a leaf)-

(front row)

No more 'Beras kampung supplier'. It was my nenek who loves to send us rice. So, we never ran out of rice for the past years because of her. And now.......aaargh! I think we have to learn to eat beras kedai:)