June has many distinctives: school Holidays, Vacations, Back to Hometown, spending times with my family, hot weather, green grass and trees, river flowing as usual and the nature was just in the good mood.
I love them all (except humidity which does not match the feelings) - gloomy essence of mourning.
I love my siblings. I know it’s sometimes tough to keep them from getting bored and clobbering each other during my short visit home before going to KL.
July: same as in June.
August and September potrays somewhat an adventerous and washbuckling experience. Meddling and tumbling into workloads. Crash under another financial planning that doesn't seem to get to nowhere close to SOLUTION. Flaunting on with another Vacay to KL. Anniversary celebration. And early Pay-day to succumb in another careful planning.(It helps to ease the grieveness that keeps residing within me) Thank God! Those non-stop activities really helps to reduce the sadness and poignant feelings which is so Ugaa-Lay!
But October wouldn’t be October without the mentioned activities above. . It is a slow month and not so much of thinking was going on. It assists the reminscing memories to surface, and I hope you are making and storing lots of them during this floody and stormy interlude.
The weather is going crazy; Ketsana, Patricia, Parma and the names goes on (as if they were humans). Tsunami, earthquakes lavishly coming in unwelcomed. Death was rising. Many people lost in the battle. these typhoons Hovered many deaths.
It triggered the lost feeling i kept hiding behind the backyard of my mind.
23rd. October.2009. Marks the 100th days of my grandfather's death.
-And I'm going back home-
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