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Xmas Prayer:)

“I am the vine; you are the branches. If a man remains in me and I in him, he will bear much fruit; apart from me you can do nothing. This is to my Father's glory, that you bear much fruit, showing yourselves to be my disciples.”

A simple prayer for x'mas:

Dear God,

You are my protector,

my Shield and my armor,

I worship and glorify you because i love you.

I have done so much sins, and i would like to be your LOYAL servant on earth to make it up.

I am not so fruitless, and therefore i ask you lord, from the bottom of my weak heart,

to forgive me...

You gave me life

and light,

to walk in the dark;not strectching my arms for things to hold on to,

I appreciated the coarse life - it taught me so much things.

I wish a happy heart and let alone a happy and joyous christmas without my loved ones who had gone back to you...

I pray they are all well and always your precious children.

A Christmas Gift!

I thought i was entering myself into a beautiful comfy zone life without being realized i was actually squeezed by all the external bloody matters that i ACTUALLY care less about but did EFFECTS me big in life.

As the saying goes,"Life isn't a bed of roses". I've heard that and i had experienced it. But not until i came to a level which i could feel the thorns of roses penetrating deep into my skin and directly to my vessels. And indeed i was beginning to feel the torture of life within.

Having said that, Life is actually a bumpy journey on the way to a blissful ending; I guess i had to make myself clear that, i will be encountering much difficulties in life and bare all the consequences by giving it a solution..And it will be a daily routine which in the end i will find out that i wasn't doing anything challenging in life due to the non-stop routine which i was use to doing....and that's where i will stand tall and find out how strong i was; to combat in the battlefield of surviving.


I surely believe out there lies a million tons of fathers who are being idolized by their kids. I wish i was one of them.

When i was young, age of 8, i still remembered asking my dad (VERY strict and stern) a box of cornflakes. With an abrupt and harsh tone, he said, "That cornflakes will not make you rich!". As a young child, i wanted to eat something that my tummy has long desired. I waited for months to have the guts asking him to buy the BOX. But, i failed my mission. I was hurt and it caused a great bruise in the inner part of me.

I was always scolded for being clumsy (which i was)and irresponsible... I was scolded for not being SMART and useless. I was scolded for being lazy, doing awful things that was just out of the box. I became a timid, quite person during my primary's and regain maximum power of being disobedient as the age increases..(There are more stories to be included but i'll save that for my "SOMEDAY, I HOPE, YOU'll UNDERSTAND" a future book yet to be published:)

I shifted into a zany maniac and people laugh at my beings. People adored me in times of my chaotic self esteem. I didn't have the natural gift of making people liking me but it was the undivided feelings which are full of non-stop commotions that pushed me into the character. And it became permenant in me! I became a loud and outspoken person (depending on the situation) -I was still quite fit to be a normal person.

I didn't realized that i was facing a hardship in a realationship. I guess i was just a little kid, too hard to comprehend at times. But that FEELING has yet to be cured till today. I hope and i pray hard that my Chrismas Gift for this year is To: Be healed and Open up the persons' heart- i want to learn to LOVE!

P/s: Thanks mom! For being there and sharing all the goofy stuffs:) You really taught me what LIFE is all about. And i have learnt much from you and i can't take no more.. I should be on my quest alone, so i could unravel the paths . I'm good on my own. Thanks for shoving me off half way...I'll do the rest:)

~First ever shopping time at CURVE~

People might say that i'm way too uncivilized for i had NEVER EVER went nor shop at CURVE heheheheh....

Today my significant other sent me to shop till i drop at CURVE. We set out from home and went for breakfast before i began my travelling reaching every lovable things to make a big great hole of my wallet. i was trying not to go beyond my budget..But i did! I cant help it! And i regretted for it was expensive there and shopped at the wrong place.

However i enjoyed my 6 hours non-stop walking:

~Was alone, singleton walking up and down in the building~

The ever first place i would go is where the books resides. And u'll sure know where that is. If it's not Pop's, It'll be MPH. And if it's not MPH of course i'lll go for Borders:)
This is the place where i don't have to punish my legs and my wallet. i'll get a book of my own kind and read as long as i want to without forcing myself to buy. It depends on my desire actually:) hehehe...

~Here at MPH~

~Was almost gonna buy this ONE HOT book, but i'll pass~

~This one was great too, I think i'll go back to MPH to get this ONE~

Around 4:45pm, My SO(significant other) came and joined me there. I think he felt pity of me for being alone for quite some time hehehhe....

~Me with the Golden Angel~

~It's more than meets the eyes~

~I haven't ate for my lunch, It was already 5pm~

I was actually waiting for a friend of mine who was actually my childhood friend back in states:) Unfortunately, she still had classes to attend. So, we decided to go out the next day and meet at One Utama:)xoxo..

I really had a great fun walking and getting my fitness ready for sports next year heheheheh

A boring flight!

Written on plane:
It was quite boring when you have nothing to do on the plane. So, my advice for all of you is that, get any games or activity in your head well planned or don’t sleep for the entire hours before flying off.

I regretted so much for sleeping during my trip from Tenom to KK. And thanks so much for not having any books beforehand to read on plane. Such a suffering to wait till I touch down land again.

Good thing I got my new laptop with me. With no books and trying to sleep for the rest 2 hours led me into typing all these mind babbling alphabets.
saw 2 American ladies reading books; my left side partner has long gone into her dream land. But in the interval times she got up and corrected her sleeping position. Another minute she would sleep; laying her back against the seat and doze off and another minute she would bend her back a bit and nestled her head into her quite comfortable arms;arms placing on the open table, curling like a ‘tenggiling’ (don’t know what that is in English heheheh:p

The other aunty on the 3rd seat near the aisle, placed her head in her 2 palms as if she was in a stress mode;but she wasn’t...while keeping her elbow on the open table front:)
I found it fun to keep my eyes on guard while writing and time did passed by very fast as I didn’t realize it was almost near to land again. How could I tell when I have no watch with me? Well, the plane will surely fly down and the momentum of flying down makes my heels almost losing touch on the floor centimetre by centimetres. Good way of telling huh? That’s how I always do to avoid asking from people what the time was....

I really can’t wait to see my honey! It has been a while since we met in October. There were lots of things to catch up on him. Communicating on the phone wasn’t enough for me:p I need more and i need to see him LOL:)

I wanted to give him something from airasia free duty perfumes. When I asked the stewardess it was only sold for international trip. I was sad for not getting him anything. I really hoped he didn’t mind.

I’m sorry for not having a flawless writing as i am writing due to my likeness of mind and my fingers are just following orders. Ok i think i’ll have to stop till now. It’s time to go DOWN! YipeeeeeeeJ I like the feeling of going down..My soul is just not with me during the downing process. I don’t know whether English has a ‘downing process’ in the dictionary. And im sure there isn't such! Well, good night and sleep tight!

Strike on Air...

Am on my way back to KL again. I rather be uphelding than to wither in the upmost subjective matter of coldness being in this air-con building waiting upon arrival of my AK 5109.
I just cant wait to get my ass on the plane and touch down land. I had a tremendous 10 hours driving trip from Tawau to KK and continued my driving range uphill to Tenom after a 2 days stay in the hoeel with my friend.
I think my plane has yet to arrived while im writing this entry. And i think i have to pull the plug now or i might get left behind heheheheh:)

She got hitched!


Yesterday was an eating event. First, i went out for lunch with the 'gangs' at MUSLIM seafood restaurant.
We were served with varieties of dishes. And it was delicious. All of them. We didn't even manage to finish it all up even though there were 11 of us.

Attended a friend's wedding. She was so damn gorgeous in her dress. We were entertained with lovely singers. It was so loud but that's how it was supposed to be. Loud and Crowd:)

I never attended a wedding here in Tawau. So, it was quite an experience to attend one. Suddenly, when we were about to 'salam' the bride and groom...Poof. BLACKOUT!
We intended to take a few pictures with the couples but we failed. So, we waited and waited,hoping that the lights will pop on anytime. Minutes past by and there were no signal that it will turn back on.
Good thing the video man had his light on, on his vid cam. So, it wasn't that pitched dark:) We took the chance to give a simple hug before we left. And the light was adequate for us to take a few snaps....Hehehehehe:)

Congrats Ann!

Crystals of chandeliers...

Today's the day of our annual lucheon. I came with the 'Simba' style.

I had no choice but to BRING OUT my ancestors tribe.

Lol *Laughing + roaring*...

Our semi-formal luncheon was held in Promenade Hotel. It's the prestige hotel in Tawau and was just launched last year. So, it's still BRAND NEW! And things were also NEW eheheheh....

The 2 new teachers(Siti Fairuz & Siti Noor), Kak Zunaidah, Kak khairaty and me took off from home at 11:20am and arrived at Great Eastern sharp at 11:40am.

No parking was reserved for us. Who would, btw??

So i parked along in line with other cars on the left wing of the hotel. The four ladies were already ahead out from me to the Hotel. When, i was on my way out from the car, i saw Cikgu Mazlan coming to his car. I thought he had forgotten something but he told me to park in the building as to be safe from being summoned.

(Yeah! Good idea. I don't wanna get the 4th ticket!)

I've already been summoned with 3 tickets by now..

So, you guys out there might as well know how i am GOOD in BREAKING the LAW!

By Accident-

Rushed back to the car and drove to the parking spaces provided in the building of Great Eastern.

I parked my car on the 3rd floor.

Directed myself to the Lobby.... and went into the lift...

Came out on the 6th floor...

I was lost as there were two open paths ready to take me in. One way was to the Lab and the other way was a big gigantic entrance. And in front of me was a small two-splitted door. I was about to enter the door right ahead of me and stopped when i saw a written board on the upper wall 'Staff Only'.

Well, that's a good sign! Giving me a clue to cross that- One out!

So, i took the other path that leds me to a very large door which belongs to a gigantor's entrance Home... WOW! So, as i walked myself in..I saw familiar faces, and i was happy to see them. As i walked in the ballroom, I was amazed at how big and spacious and beauoooooo-tiful the scene in the ballroom was.

I was really stunned to see the square crystal was a 13" 10' in size( maybe, i was just guessing)....How'd i wish to have one at home....

There were many presents given away. There were 4 new teachers coming in and another 7 teachers moving out. WHich is a sad moment when a few teachers gave thier speech about the memories they had.

~The present i recieved during the event~

I really had a very fun time! The members of the table that day were "sporting"....And they made my day!

bride jilted at altar, turns Halloween-themed wedding into party for senior citizens

Teanne Harris, pictured during an earlier trip to Hawaii, returned to there for what was supposed to be her honeymoon.

A jilted bride turned her heartache into a Happy Halloween for hundreds of senior citizens.
Teanne Harris, who lives outside of Chicago, was supposed to walk down the aisle Saturday when her fiance suddenly got cold feet.

And when Harris and her mom went to retrieve their deposit from the suburban catering hall where the reception was to be held, they were told it was too late.
Sitting in the parking lot sad and depressed, Harris was commiserating with her mom,
Bari, when they glanced over at the Asbury Court Retirement Community across the street - and a light bulb went off in their heads.

"It was a hurtful time for her," said Mary Eichenfeld, the resident services director at the facility in Des Plaines, Il. "They were just sitting in their car and decided to make something good out of the disastrous situation."

Instead of letting a Halloween-themed wedding reception go to waste, Harris, 34, and her mom decided to move the festivities across the street.
"She came in one day and said she wanted to make a donation," said Eichenfeld. "I don't think she knew anybody here, and we don't get offers like that. So we were thrilled and so were our residents. It came out of the blue."

By all account, the bash was a blast. The wedding DJ played oldies. The tables were decked out with candy jars and feathered masquerade masks. The banquet hall served up a senior-friendly meal. And the guests dressed up as everything from Dracula to Raggedy Ann.
As for the bridal bouquet, Harris had it placed in the chapel of the old folks' home.
"She came to the party and while I saw her smiling, I'm sure she was feeling pretty bad,"
said Eichenfeld.

Harris's mom, Bari, said she too felt sad for her daughter but glad she could give the seniors a treat.
A simple message for whom to be concerned:
Dear honey,
There's nothing MUCH i would want from you,
There's NOTHING more i would have from you,
There goes the winding ROAD for us both,
I appreciated so much for you to LEAD,
I thank you for not leaving me BEHIND,
And the Responsibility you claim to DO .
Shower me with pure LOVE,
Splatter me with Sweet Smiles,
CLing me with your bulk of JOkes,
Juggle me when i'm down,
AND don't SINGLE-me-out when things get out in hand.
Say "You Love me", Message me" you Miss Me",
Call me "You really am my TRUE friend till eternity"
copyright @2009:flylanegurl....
P/s: Don't Turn me into a jilted BRIDE! Or i'll sure jeopardize you with a blissful jinx hahhaaha:p

A Luncheon with the Crew of SMKJA


It's a usual thing to have an annual dinner to celebrate for all the hardworks and efforts we 'teachers' had done for this year.

Every year, our school celebrates 'annual dinner'. But this year end of fiesta is a bit different from the previous years. We are changing from dinner to lunch.....

We are changing from Night to Day....

We are changing to go for a Brighter Day...

We are heading for a brighter new resolution for next year; WE PRAY!

It'll be luncheon for all the cabin crews of SMKJA flite XEA 3066. . . . .

I haven't have anything in mind to wear on that day....

I sure would not wear JEans, Nor revealing blouses...

I sure am not going To WEAR Baju Kurung..... Unless,

it's decorated with sparkling beads and embroided with beautiful flowery flowers that makes me a DiVa :p

But, it seems i have not Even a SINGLE one collection in my closet....


So, what am i wearing is still a Question i may have to answer before Saturday....

Married alas!

Congratulation! It's the Official document which i'm looking forward to :p

20 years of Friendship has passed by. Lost contact for a few years and met back in 2001 was a moment to remember.

As we grew up, we went on our different paths that led us to a better future. She went to Australia and applied for a permenant residence - while i kept my butt stick on the rich land of Sabah.
On our way in life, we met with different guys. We tripped and fell and got up and move on until we met our true LOVE ONES.

I got engaged. And she got engaged later.

She got married. And i Haven't.

We didn't talk much now. But, we try to keep in touch.

Really missed her.
And i loved seeing her happy. I loved seeing how beautiful she was in that dress.

P/s: I wish her happiness, loads of blessings and a full bulk of loves......
Shasha, OMG! You're married!!!!!!!

Pampering Ourselves!

Mimi and I went for a facial session yesterday. It was my second time after 24 years leaving my filthy skin FILTHY hahahah. . It was time to pamper my skin as im getting older and i think i am OLD! I hope not!

First, was the make-up remover. Then, the scrub (I really Love this). I was using Apple while mimi had to use Green Tea because her skin was a bit course and the her tone skin was imbalance. I love the fragrance of the Apple scrub. It contains vitamin D and A just to clean the hidden impurites beneath the skin it was a sign that i didn't really have any problems with my skin. Just to cleanse it more.

Next, was the sonic whatever thing they called that. Then, came the massaging part! Oh! Gosh! I really loved that part! I feel like doing it again... How i wish i had a friend who knew how to ........

I really had a relaxing facial session. I even fell asleep during the session but during the 'picit-memicit' pimples time, I woke up with my heart beat pounding so fast with (my eyes still close). .. didn't want to make all the chaotic feeling obvious.

I hate that Part! Mimi too. She said she just feels like kicking the lady heheheh. .

Hah! Lastly, the cooling mask! Man! It was so refreshing and cool! I felt so clean and fair after all the session was done!


My eyebrows were plucked and it turned out that i really loath it so much. Argh! Never want her to pluck mine again.

Anyways, i had a great time relaxing despite of the ugly eyebrows i have now. Mimi and i were aiming for the body scrub. .. . week i guess heheheh:p

Months passed By and HERE it Is!

June has many distinctives: school Holidays, Vacations, Back to Hometown, spending times with my family, hot weather, green grass and trees, river flowing as usual and the nature was just in the good mood.

I love them all (except humidity which does not match the feelings) - gloomy essence of mourning.
I love my siblings. I know it’s sometimes tough to keep them from getting bored and clobbering each other during my short visit home before going to KL.

July: same as in June.
August and September potrays somewhat an adventerous and washbuckling experience. Meddling and tumbling into workloads. Crash under another financial planning that doesn't seem to get to nowhere close to SOLUTION. Flaunting on with another Vacay to KL. Anniversary celebration. And early Pay-day to succumb in another careful planning.(It helps to ease the grieveness that keeps residing within me) Thank God! Those non-stop activities really helps to reduce the sadness and poignant feelings which is so Ugaa-Lay!

But October wouldn’t be October without the mentioned activities above. . It is a slow month and not so much of thinking was going on. It assists the reminscing memories to surface, and I hope you are making and storing lots of them during this floody and stormy interlude.

The weather is going crazy; Ketsana, Patricia, Parma and the names goes on (as if they were humans). Tsunami, earthquakes lavishly coming in unwelcomed. Death was rising. Many people lost in the battle. these typhoons Hovered many deaths.

It triggered the lost feeling i kept hiding behind the backyard of my mind.

23rd. October.2009. Marks the 100th days of my grandfather's death.

-And I'm going back home-

Sunday Reflection


My alarm rung at 4:30am -the usual time for me to get up during working days. I stopped the alarm and continued my slumber sleep. I woke up a quarter past six. It was Sunday and it was time for me to get up and get ready to church. I folded the comforter and placed it nicely on my decorated red and white flowery pillow.

I forced my lazy legs to lead me to the bathroom.
I took my tooth brush and opened the cap lid. Rinsing it with water and squeezed the toothpaste on it. I began the brushing that includes tongue brushing heheheh. . .
Took the Garnier face scrub and pour the gel on my palm. I sandwiched the gel between my palms rubbing and twisting it to get the gel even on each hands. Washed my coarse skin filled with pores and pigmentations. I could feel the beads as I pressed my hands harder while scrubbing. It felt nice and the smell was rejuvenating. So, psychologically I was drowned into the mind of having a young skin without pores and all. (Grinning) Rinsed with water and I felt my face as clean as snow.

I took the shower gel bottle and turned it upside down where the upper head of the bottle below and the bottom bottle up. I gave it a tense squeeze and let the cream mousse drop on my palm. Pouring a generous serving of Lux Magic Spell on my palm, I quickly placed it back and splattered myself with the rich creamy lather.
The smell of the cream mousse was refreshing.
Done cleaning. And went for the usual make up session. Completed that!
Next, for the clothes department. I opened up my closet and there were many to choose from blouses, skirts, jeans, t-shirts, track suits, revealing blouses and etc. . . I have to look more decent as I need to respect the holy day. So, I took a blouse which was not that revealing and stretched my hand deeper to get my old white stripy jeans.

It was 15 minutes to 8am. Got down the stairs and heated my car a few seconds before going off to church.

At the church
~The young couples~

I arrived 30 minutes earlier. There were still many seats. So, all I had to do was to choose. I went in and found a place to sit. I read the readings before doing the usual simple prayer before mass starts. After I was done, I sat back on the long wooden chair.
A few minutes later, a young boy holding a baby using a ‘baby carrier’, sat in front of me. It was so nice of this boy to carry his little sister using a baby carrier to church. Nowadays, young boys would be ashamed of even having to hold his sister’s hand. What more, to carry their little sister with a baby carrier in public. (I don’t think so)
Suddenly, a small cute girl came and sat by his side. I thought they were siblings. So, I wasn’t thinking of anything that might trigger my thoughts to run so far. However, I wasn’t that stupid, na├»ve nor innocent. I understood the intimacy between these two. But, the boy was soooo young. Gosh! I couldn’t take off my eyes on the boy. My eyes were glued on him. I was stunned and amazed- Watching him carrying the baby, patting the baby, and trying to play with the baby. So, Sweet! He was matured for his age. I admired the way the young boy (imagining my second brother Russell) who knows how to take care of the baby. The girl (which happened to be his wife) exchanged her lovely looks with her young husband. They kept doing that every few seconds. I think they just got married Or not?- That I don’t want to know. I think they were only in their teens. Such a young age to get married! Well, at least they love each other and appreciated the gift from up heaven-a beautiful baby girl!
The relationship I witnessed was sweet and romantic!
I wanted one too but not so soon. (smiling)

I just couldn’t imagine how this couple would survive. They don’t look like as if they were both educated. Even people who are working and are single have the difficulties to survive. I hope they have the strength to go through the coarse life-full of bumpy, steep and winding roads. I hope the determination will bring them to a better life.

Mass started.

~The toddlers~
During sermon.
I was listening attentively to the sermon. When, my eyes caught 2 young toddlers who happened to be my colleague’s daughters. I observed their behaviors and it was kinda fun to just look at how they bring out themselves.
I was 4 rows behind them.
Kids couldn’t stay still in one place for even 5 minutes. Talk about even seconds. They would want to run around if possible to change where and how they sit every 5 minutes or 30 seconds.
The two toddlers walked a few inches from their sitting place and stood near the door and the eldest knew it was wrong to go out and play before the mass ends. So, she just leaned against the wall being near to the door and watched the other kids playing and running around. I could feel how much she would REALLY wanted to go and join the other kids. But rules are rules. It shows that she was being quite obedient.
The part out from the church was a no-no territory. The young sister who was kind of witty seems to know the rules too. She did an experiment on her sister to test whether the father will get mad at her if she trespass the no-no territory (instead of going out herself). So what she did was she attempted a few push to her eldest sister. The eldest tried to stand stiffly where she was but at the last push she surrendered and slipped off.
And yes! The father gave in a stern look and she quickly came back in.
Kinda clever huh?
Kids nowadays…

I shift my focus back to the sermon.

Suddenly, when the sermon was done, I saw they were already out to the no-no territory. The father raced to get the young sister and the eldest ran back in as quickly because she knew she would surely be punished for going out abruptly without the consent of their parents. What more, she was the Eldest. heheheh

They knew the consequence still they broke the rules.
Now, that is what I call kids!

I really had fun observing while reflecting!

Frantic Calls 2#

Day One
A few days before, I called my once “money collector” and he picked it up. Yes! He’s still alive! I asked him why the KL’ian’ guy was still hunting me for the payment. He was shocked to hear the news. I was wondering why was he so surprised when he was the one who took my money! I screamed silently to myself. (Thinking) People with bad (intentions) has their own way of hiding their schemes. He then told me to call him back later.(Hah! It must be him) As soon as I hung up and said I will. I was worried he might not pick up my calls again. But I remembered Caroline telling me that Mc(money collector guy) is still working in their company. So, I was at my wits end not knowing what to do.

I tried to call him late in the evening again. And amazingly I heard the ringing. It rung and rung. Oh! Gawd! He’s not going to pick up my phone. I’m surely gonna have to retrieve back my receipts which will take me a long tyme of searching and hunting. And suddenly, there was a recognizable voice on the other end of the line. Oh! Thank you Lord! I asked him again whether he still recognized me or not. And indeed he did! I was asking him what was going on. And he told me he will call me at night to see what the problem was. Being humble, and having my trust more to ‘Benard’, told him that “I have the receipts with me. So, If KL wants any evidence I am sure to have the receipts as an evidence.” (I was trying to scare him off) and I hung up. On the second thought, I wasn’t being humble, huh?

Day Two
Called my MC back and told him that I was called by the KL guy again. He promised to call me back. SO I waited in the afternoon. No calls. Took a nap and woke up in the evening, also no calls. I waited until the moon reveals itself, there was also no calls.

It surely gotta be him. He’s the one who longsap my money. Dammit! But, wait a minute. I gave a deep thought. If it was him why did he pick up my calls? And I never felt that every time I called him up, he was not trying to AVOID from me.

If he was the one who took my money, he would’ve off his hand phone or either changed his number. Right? Gosh. I’m being an inspector myself.

Day three
I received a message from my once MC, telling me not to receive any calls made by their company in KL. He knew what was going on and late in the evening he promised to call me. While I was having lunch, This Mr Benard who I now knew he’s name was Mr Bennett( Suddenly I remembered Jane Austen, Pride and Prejudice) Lol. Ok Ok back to the story. . Up till now, I still couldn’t see whom I should trust with.

Later in the evening, oops, I mean night. Mc called me up and told me EXACTLY what was going on in their company in KL. The lady who was actually handling the matter had already resigned. So, it was so hard to solve this problem. And this lady might be the one who did it. WE’ll never know!
Mr Benard, Aaargh! I meant Mr Bennett really knows how to physiologically persuade me being on his side. Now the innocent MC who had already paid into the account and sending the receipts back to kl a year ago has no evidence of him not paying the money. Because he had sent all the receipts to KL. I pity him so much! If he was really a bad person he would ask me to pay again. And now he is trying to do what’s best for him.

When I hung up the phone. Me and my honey reflected on how people are nowadays. Just because of money they would go down deep in the ocean to get it no matter what! These are people who just have no other lives towards deceiving. I don’t think they know God or maybe they do but why are people so stupid enough to be in so much haste of sinful deeds? I wonder whether the money they took lasts.

In this world, strangers or even close friends, are hard to be trusted. We must be aware of our surroundings. Evil conquers earth! We are to be test and everyday will be a new day of evilish acts. So, I would like to plead ya’ll out there, to just give a simple prayer before doing anything or going out from your home or whatsoever. Prayer is the magical thing that can help us. It’s a miracle. Simple prayer will help you and therefore remember that miracle happens because GOD is always around when we need him

I hope mc will soon get out from the maze game. I remembered Harry Potter who in the end got hold of the trophy. But in his way to success he met with (I forgot his name) Well, I hope MC wont! I hope he’ll just get his way out,I pray!

Frantic Calls!

Have you ever received a phone call from a certain bank or company regarding about your late payments and so forth credit cards and etc. . ? Well, I did! The story started when mum called me up.

And as usual I’ll call her back because she was using prepaid and mine was ‘registered’ (postpaid). Prepaid credits seem to finish off quickly. The postpaid ones seem a bit convenient for me. So, I called her back! Her voice wasn’t the usual friendly and cozy one. She didn’t even say the warm ‘Hi’ that I usually received whenever she picks up the call. I could hear the trembling and stuttering at the end of each words. But she acted as if she was cool. Which is a good technique to hide the stress. I was in a confused state and started asking what the matter was. She told me that an Indian guy(didn’t had the chance to get the name) called up at home. Her voice gave another stutter. I was like- theeeeeen?????

She continued slowly, and told me the guy REALLY wanted to talk to me regarding about the book I have bought during my practical days in St. Michael, which was ‘The Book Of Knowledge’. It costs me around Rm 3192. I remembered about the price but what really pop the balloon out of me was, ‘I had paid and had settled all the payments in December’ and was still being hunted about the payments.

I was really pissed off at that juncture. I wouldn’t want to pay another RM 1330. If it was really my fault of course I would but I shouldn’t be blamed just because of someone’s mistake in their company(not to be mentioned).

Without giving a chance for my neurons to reach my brain, I recalled of a friendly lady in the company. I quickly called her up-(Caroline) who was the one responsible selling the book to me. I asked for her advice on what I should do and if possible get everything nailed down. I endeavored myself to remain calm. Unfortunately my voice couldn’t hide the emotion. I was facing a windy and stormy havoc. I felt I was trapped in a maze and couldn’t find my way out. She advised me to better check whether I have all the receipts with me to show as the evidence of my payment. I went like-receipt?! I am at the dead end of the road! For sure I am! Kill me somebody!

Oh!Gosh! I have no idea where those receipts are now. Shoot! I just lost a few valuable and pricy lil papers which was written by roman letters on it and signed by the money collector’s name. Ugh! What an ugly day for me! This is just not happening to me….Arrrrrrrrrgh!

The guy from KL shortly called me right after I ended up the conversation with Caroline. I was giving the second thought of picking the call but if I didn’t; this problem would never end and there would be no solution to it. I pressed the receiver green button and conducted myself in a very good manner and politely giving a very nice ‘Hi, this is Felly.’ He was friendly and inviting and replied, ‘Hi! Felly! This is Benard( I didn’t get to hear the name clearly Benarn, Benard or Bernen) I was calling him Mr Benard trying to give a silent /d/ sound there so it wouldn’t be very obvious if I did mistakenly called his name. I wasn’t hoping for the cordial 50 seconds intro. I directly told him the problem I was facing and we REALLY took a long chat about the matter. I didn’t know that we have been talking for the past 15 minutes. To make it short, our conversation leads into a conclusion whereby he will try his best to do whatever he could and trace down the culprit behind the scene.

Before ending our 15 minutes conversation, I managed to ask. “Are you going to charge me over the phone call you made?” He replied in surprised, “Oh! No, no, no dear! I won’t do that, but if you really want me to top up your credit, I sure could do that for you.” I smiled on the other line. And continued sheepishly “ Oh! I thought you would, cuz most banks and certain customer services would charge for the calls they made.” He gave a laugh at my innocent joke which wasn’t a joke for me.

Moral of the story: Make sure to keep receipts after 3 years in time. Be wise to choose receipts you think is important for you. If not, you’ll be having a compact wallet full with receipts instead of money

SO, you guys out there! Beware and be careful. Things might not go what we expected. Always be prepared for the uncertainties.

I Got the ticket alas!

Bali Here I come. . .

Ma BFF Mimi went to Jakarta once. So she has an experience dealing with passport and all...I told her i was sad that i needed a passport in order fur me to book the ticket to Bali.

SHe went: Eh! No need lah! Kan i booked my ticket before flying, you tidak ingat kah?

Me: Uh,,,really? I don't remember(feeling guilty simultaneously trying to recall).
Darn! Think think think Felly! where is that scene...
My neurons were actively searching wildly thru my brain memory disc... going deeper, deeper and deeper....aaaaaaaaand walah!
Oh! Yeeeaaaah that day! I remember now..(remembering the scene at the immigration department while smiling)
~Very cheap cuz I'm flying next year hehehehe~

~RM450 for 2 person. . Getaway Holiday~

I managed at last to booked our tickets to Bali withot passports. Now, My assignment is to GET myself ONE asap. . .

I'm glad to buy it cheap:) Quite cheap lah kan. . . and that is not included with my single fare from kk to Kl(return) heheheheh:p Oh Geez!

A False alram of a successful ticket to Bali

I was actually on line busying myself searching for cheap tickets to Bali. I really wanted to go somewhere from my comfort zone and see new places and people from every walks of life. Now this is it! WHat made me so determined more was my aunt was celebrating her wedding there:) I just couldn't wait for her BIG day!
I was more excited when my honey said he wanted to go too! Oh this is just so an exciting news for me:) I am sure gonna have fun with Him there:p
1/. watching the sunset(if possible)
2/. celebrating my aunt's big day
3/. meeting up with her new family
4/.watching people half naked on the sand
5/. let ma honey freely wonders his eyes to the beautiful ladies on the beach...
i'll sure take care of him:)
6/. sittin on the sand and experience the breeze ...
I just cant wait..

However, when i realized, that i do not have a passport! I went s***t,....Hahahaha. . . I was extremely happy to see the price but when i was filling up the blank form, i need to fill in the passport number box..Shoot!
I really thought it was like buying tickets going to KL ...mulau mulau. . .So nutsy me!

The price was rm410.. quite cheap

~Just noticed the passport no box~

Sad...dunno when i will get ma passport ready..By that time, the price will sure increase Huhuhhuhu....

Was just about to carve a big smile . . . .

Back to "Home Sweet Home"


There's never a place where you would stay safe and comfy and free to do whatEVER u like.....Its the ONLY place where you call 'HOME'... Im back home fur the RAYA holidays. Yihaaaa! Ticket plane was bought 3 months earlier. I'm so glad being back home on my queen sized bed being covered by pinky lovely flowery patterns bedsheet. And not to forget the dark purple colored wall. Oh! This is what i was actually missing for the past few weeks. I thought i missed my Honey but actually i discovered that i Missed my BEDROOM hahahaha... Well, anyways can't deny ..i do always Miss my Honey so much. Can't compare him to my bedroom... His more than i could think right now:p

I just can't wait for the RAYA CELEBRATion to start! I actually can't wait to get my weight increased(which i actually am concern)from the biscuits and dishes served. I'll have to get ready with the tea herbs for the digestion part heheheh...... nanti sembelit pulak!
My family is a multi racial family. We celebrate CHinese New Year, Raya and Christmas... And now we are trying for the Deepavali celebration..Herrmm...Waiting fur my single cousins to y' know hahhahaha...

Selamat Hari Raya to my muslim friends out there:) I'm Celebrating too. hahahaha

SUnday...Was on time for mass:)


~Today's SUnday..It's repenting session.This is the Rosary which is my protector while driving~

Slept late at night. Set the alarm so i could get ma ass out from bed on time because i know for sure i would wake up late. My alarm rung at 6 sharp. I stopped it and continued sleeping. I slept for another additional 30 minutes. I sat on the bed with my wrinkly pink pyjamas. Gave a short pray before showering. I took a few seconds sitting in front of mimi's lappy before boiling my hot water to shower. Went to the kitchen and boiled the water. It was the day of the month and i really need warm water to avoid me from getting cold and (masuk angin)WHile waiting, i took off my pyjamas and throw it in the laundry basket and tug out a new washed towel from the closet and wrapped myself in it. I surfed a few website and read blogs. Few minutes later, i heard the kettle shouting and screeching in the kitchen. "WOw! I didnt realized that i had been sitting here for a few minutes already". I said to myself. "It was just as if i had just glued ma butt Here", I continued. Hehehehe...


It was already 7:30am when i got out from the bathroom. I dried myself up with the towel and wrapped myself in it again. I took a small amount of Garnier Mousterizer and spread it on my face equally. I cemented the compact powder evenly and tried to look closer in the mirror if there are any lines or over whitened powder that can cause from excessive or left behind watery area. Sometimes i get it it from my wet hair. When drying my hair tiny sprinkly water will fall on the face and i will always forget to wipe my face with the towel. Cuz these sprinkly drops, you won't feel!

Put on my make ups which are simple and basic ones only. Eyeliner, eyeshadows...Walaaah! That's it! I'm ready to go...Ooops, clothing! I forgot! The time was already 8:30am. OMG! I'm really gonna be late. I won't have time to take my breakfast at the canteen. So, I rushed to the fridge and grab the bread and Planta (which i just bought yesterday with mimi and Lina at GIANT) heheheh...Spread the planta on the bread and ate em' all up. I almost ate 4 single squared-breads...

Rushed to the car and Drove off to the main road that directs me to Church!

Yes! I was on time....

Was on my way back home.Didn't have anywhere to go as i was too lazy to go out. The weather was HOT and also hazy.

~ Pictures taken while driving~

~Taken this pict from the balcony. See, how hazy it is~

Not shopping but working


A story to tell...
When you are flying over the sea, it's either you have a business, Really serious business going on, or either you are in an emergency, OR on a trip to some place else where. Mind you here, that my trip flying isn't niether of the two statements above and yes to the last! It was supposed to be a very exciting holiday! Going shopping is what we girls tend to do when we get our feets at the right place at any particular time...It'll be like shop till you DROP! My Honey will always say " SHop til you Die" Translation in men's world dictionary -"I'm So Jealous, you can buy things for yourself" Too bad for guys.....
Oh ya! Remembered the time that i got stuck at home for 6 days not going anywhere..(that was in May), just being the housewife at home..doing all the chores??? And on the last day, was actually shopping time for me, But 'HE" was also busying himself buying stuff for himself. I went like.."Helloooo??!!!" WHo is actually going back home(Sabah) here? You or me??!! ( i didn't say that in front of him cuz i don't wanna hurt him, Supposedly HE should understand) People out there "cari lelaki yang pandai pi shopping"
I don't mind him buying stuff but HE doesn't want to buy things on his own..MAu jugak Bini sama2...Haiyooo...this cannot be! Well, that's past... Let bygones be bygones...eeeeee, Geraaam!
(This happened on the DAY i was flying off back home)
Used the time i have to SHOP-ALONE!
But i was really happy cuz my Honey went to work and i was dropped at the Mall. It was kinda early for peninsular People to open up the stores. It was already 9:45am. I was in my white singlet and a long grey clothing korean jacket to cover me up, covered my legs with my blue faded jeans and a very simple black slipper(slipar jipun) that i think did not go with what i was wearing. But who cares! I'm going shopping without My Honey hehehe:)
I bought :
1/. new pair of wedges
2/. 2 pairs of jackel shirts + a belt
3/. 3 pairs of contact lenses(brown,grey n pure hazel)
-i wantd the sterling grey bt it was ot ef stock,so i had te tke pure hazel(wanna gve it a TRY)
4. Cleo and Hot=Rm 11 ++ only. I love Subang. Very cheap
5. 2 colors of elianto eyeshadows...
6. lunch(with ma laling)
-It was 12++, he managed in time to have lunch.-
Gud thang! I hd bot wat i wanted b4 he came hehehehe..
5.G.I.Joe Cd??---KEluar next week saja.(how lorr?) x jd beli ho..


My days, weren't filled with shopping and outing events. The 5 days in KL, brought me into his work field WORLD. I was brought to sites that needed to be attended. His phone was always ringing and singing. I sometimes get very pissed off, whatmore when it was nappy times..Ugh! I wanted to put the phone in silent mode, but i can't!
Here's a few snaps of me:

~I posed witot noticing that there was a sarung in front ef me..ha5.~
Was on the 8th floor..was so dizzywhen we drove the spiral entrance.
macam roller coaster pusing2 jak

~Was trying to avoid the sarung, but it seems the 'it' wants to join in too~Nvmndlah...
~For those who does not own a bus, Here you are, guys! Take one, free 15 years in jail! Hahahaha

~Tryin to be an engineer myself...Hehehe~
Im a Gud actor! As if thinking what to do next.. To be Frank, i dun even understand what the hell those numbers,alphabets and links are.....They dun seem to make any sense to me...their not ENGLISH!

Anniversary Celebration


I believe everyone has their own certain memorable date to celebrate. Even though that day was a day she/he found their long lost favorite underwear. And poeple do celebrate for that certain occasion. Errm, are there people who do that? I surely don't know, but who knows. Well, today was a day to celebrate my anniversary...3rd anniversary. People out there for sure have their particular dates to celebrate... Who dosen't, rite? Well, 01 September 2006 is a date to be remembered and to be cherished every year. This date has brought us both together like fish and water( i can't get anything in my mind to explain how we can't live without each other).
We didn't have fancy restaurants in our list tonight. I don't go for that anyways. I prefer being in such not so fancy place... So, i chose 'Secret Recipe' (subang parade) cause both of us are going to write on a tissue paper on how we feel about each other for the past 3 years..... and the list goes on...So, the exciting part was, we'll exchanged it and keep this SECRET letters of ours and open it next year in 2010. So, we can only read the content next year...and it'll depend on how good we are of taking care of the tissue paper letter. hehehee..Kewl huh!
These are a few snaps:

~Trying to look as happy as i can be, As i was so Happpy~

~Smiling for the celebration and proud he got me as his wanna-be future WIfe~

~Me and My Honey waiting fur the foods and beverages~

~Our foods...ready to be digested, heeemmm,,,yummy~

~Preparing to write our secret messages-to be read in 2010~

~Man! So serious writing..Heemm, Wondering what could he probably say about me~
~The food we devoured~

~Gosh! He was still writing~

~What a cheater! He ate all of it without leaving me a single thing~
~I didn't snap the clean plate he left me~

~He enjoyed his Tom Yam so much~

Happy Anniversary To YOu!xoxo....
oops, i meant US