It's time for a Rest!

As the date of my nuptial hour is getting closer, the more hectic i am and i never knew that the list just goes on and on. Holy cow!

I just can't wait to get this OVER soon. It's like i'm off to a war and exhausted at over thinking of strategies to get this over with. I've never stopped sighing since the first day of this marathon prep wedding hahahahha. . . Tu lah! Baru tau! Last minute baru mau buat . . But, i am grateful for having a wonderful and a good criticizer Mom to help me with this event. Without her comments and her ideas, i wouldn't get things 50% done by now. Thank you Lord!!

Well, out of the book,:-

My lil brother who is soon furthering his studies in a local university in Sarawak, will not be able to attend my wedding( sad!). I couldn't give him much but the lovely lappy i had since my first post as an educator is a gift from me to him.

It would then be difficult for me to blog out things and do my blog-jogs in the morning and blog-rounds at night hahahahh. . .

I wouldn't be able to blog much these days. But, i'm sure i would blog out my entry with wedding pictures soon:) Stay tune!

I'll be back in December! (trying to buy anothe new lappy~winks~) Fingers crossed!

::A trip to the Cattle Farm::

It was my first time to the Cattle Farm in Ranau and driving up the steep hilly hills and up to the top to the Cattle Farm. It was cold and windy. The wind gently touches my skins which i end up with goose-bumps all the time we were there.

As we arrived, i got out from the car and said 'Damn!' The view was hell-Yes soothing and beautiful. We were only disturbed by the smell. Hahahahahah...I'm sure some of you have been to cATTLE fARM IN rANAU before.And it regards me as the most 'sakai-ness' lass.

I have seen beautiful scenery pictures of ex-students and friends via facebook. And read descriptions of the pictures taken which looks as if they were in overseas. But, just couldn't figure out where in Ranau.

(dreamt to go to the cattle farm in 2010)

I wanted to snap a few pcitures there as the view is very beautiful,but having less knowledge of the place and not good in directions, my dream has faded until March 2011. It was a dream come true!Heheheheeh...(sakai) My significant other is good at directions. And i can say, he's my best partner ever when it comes to reading MAPS~winks~His work made him an expert!

We drove to Ranau JUST to take pictures of the VIEW.

Here's a few snaps:

~Photo courtesy goes to me beloved one and only(Mr.Right Guy)~

~I really liked the place even though it smellssssss~hehehehehehe. . . .

~He could be one of the 'Bachelor Models'~Ahakz! just need to slim down , i guess!

~As we were happily taking pictures, we heard bells ringing and a line of cows~It was just what we were aiming for. We came at the right time.

~We just couldn't stop snapping. And we really could pull thru in modelings,huh?.(NOT!)~

I really had fun! We were actually practicing how to pose in front of the lens as we were going for our pre-wed photoshoot a week after this trip was taken.

Whatmore, we were just metres away from the Mountain.Stress-free...
Oh, when we were heading home and going down the hill, the brake pads were warning us by the smells of the brake pads. I was worried yet i regain calmness when i saw my Him steadily driving without fear. I guessed he's used to it already! Unless if there were smokes coming from the hood, i guess he'll panick too ~winks~ I would be already running like a mad lass,jumping out from the car,if it ever happens.

::Jan::

It is January 2011, the opening of the year. It seems like it was just yesterday I have been attached to blogging. And it marked 3 years since 2008 and yet I am not that active. Writing is my passion but somehow I am trapped with workloads that unable me to keep my writing frequently in this hi-tech server. Anyways, I keep a diary with me and help me to pinpoint and mark events, occasions and feelings that I felt I need to write about. I wish my short journals from 2008 helps my kids and my grandchildren to see how their ‘mother’ or ‘nanny’s’ possible life was back then when they weren’t yet existed. (Imagining and smiling adding up the smirk to end the imagination)

I’ve had lots of ups and downs in the past years corresponding with the students’ achievements, my family’s furious matters-(losing 3 members in the big family was a tragic moment 2 years in a row) and my housemate(ahakz!)

Life wasn’t that kind to me in the interval days of last years’ chapter. I enrolled and encountered bumpy roads and only did I glide along smoothly –which was countable-.

Resolutions?? Hahahaha..i did my list and it happens that I scratched all of them out and came back to zero. Well, I guess I’ll have my new resolutions every now and then in my everyday beings. Making it possible to achieve it or not-well, that depends on how determine I am. Oh there is one resolution that is glued in my list! I remember now! TO GET MARRIED! Yihaaaa!

I can’t possibly change that now as I’m dying to aim for it! No aiming on buying hi-tech devices, nor cars, nor a house or whatever it is that completes my need. It’s just that one thing which is to say my vows in front of God the Almighty~winks~

*Have a blessed New Year To all of you! May health and wealth cringe in our episode of 2011!*

Peace and Love,

Getzz

::Preserving the Day::

Well, I’m persevering the day today. My chances for success are iffy, but hey, you never know. Miracles have been known to happen -- but usually only to people who deserve 'em. Me, on the other hand, deserve nothing. So, I’m getting used to it.

Am baffled on my own schedule whether I could or couldn’t join in our gathering tomorrow. I always encounter problems when it’s last minute. Even last year, I didn’t managed to joined in the gathering karaoke-ing with them. Tsk…tsk…tsk.. What a pity!

I hope by preserving the day today, gives me the ultimate time to attend the gathering and join in the fun of bbq-ing~winks~

When I told Mom-3 days before- that I was going for a gathering her long face showed of disagreement.
I understand the situation. No one’s babysitting my 2 lil siblings who are 12 and 8 years old. Mom goes off to work ­­till 5pm and only can I get to go when Mom’s around the house. And Dad on the other hand is flying off to KL for a meeting today. Pity him. Gave him a hug before he left this mo’- I haven’t even washed my face hahahahaaah….Well, there goes my challenge!

So, today, I changed my mind of not going to KK which is a 2 and-a- half hours from here. I booked the bus ticket for tomorrow’s trip. So, that my lil siblings could make it throughout the day tomorrow without anyone parenting them. Well, they are actually used to staying both together in the house while mom and dad is off to work and only comes back in the evening. (I’m not staying with them during school days as I’m working quite far from the family. I only come back for the holidays.) No babysitter’s needed. However, having me here is a must. Well, that I understand. Mom just wants me around the house ~I know that~ *smile*

By hook or by crook I must go!! As I had promised earlier with friends of mine. So, I guess it wouldn’t be very nice calling off last minute huh.

I haven’t taken a bus since I have my own car and wheels to steer. But my car was sent to the workshop by my fiancé to make over. You know-Guys…
~It’s a xmas present~ And I can’t wait to see the NEW look! But, I guess it’ll be hold up for another 2 months. It would no longer be a xmas present haahaha.. Valentine present will suit that!

I felt funny as now I had to take a bus which limits my trips and expands my walking exercises hehehehe.. I remembered being like this during my teens and I survived! I guess I will again heheheh..

Uncle Lee, an awesome blogger – had gone through many experiences and he had gone thru thick and thin of this challenging live. He made it and is now rich! Money and opportunities didn’t came down from the sky he struggled for it! His stories are fascinating and should be a lesson to the younger ones like me!

Complaining of just getting on the bus is ridiculous! Not that I’m rich but I’m just too indulged possessing the good life wahaahhaha… NOT!

::Confession::

At last, i went for confession! It was the last day for this week. I thought of going last Thursday but many things were to attend and i couldn't make it till today. Well, thanks God, I did and managed before Xmas ..Yeah!

Happy advance Xmas to all! My friends and foster family in States! Love ya'll so much!

.:Fell for him once:.

Wow! After those years, now they are finally engaged! The once handsome Prince William is now engaged with Kate Middleton a commoner.

Prince William was my one Fav years back during Backstreet boys were still on the road of fame!! But now, hehehehhe...He's getting older and and i'm aging. The feeling of having that blind love towards him had gradually faded as i entered puberty hahahaha....

I guess i matured earlier than i supposed too.Lol!

Before Princess Diana was still alive i adored him for his naiveness and his cuteness. I even remembered of buying a mag which he appeared on. And there was only one picture of him in that mag! I died for him! Hahhahah... Kids!

Well, now! It seems that he's getting his father's features and i feel like im favouring his dad! ooops! Camella Parker will shoot me! Lol!

Take a look!

Erm..After giving it another look, I guess, they only share the same balded side hair zone hehehehe...

~He's still covered with hair during his teens~

This! I loike! :p

Hehehehhe

(Looks very charming here)

Oh My! The Car has been stolen!

I was roughly having my sweet time checking on things via the internet while reading Sarah's novel book called 'The Curse of the Hillcrest Hotel'.

Sarah is one of my foster family back in states and it was so kind of her to email her novel to me.

Am now still stucked reading Chapter 7. Had my daily basis reading it but there were other things i need to mend before clearing my time to read. So ill always end up in this Chapter 7. Re-reading from where i left.

And it's a good story to be read. I don't have to buy any books from now on. Wait till i finished reading this one! :p

As i was cruising on the internet and reading Sarah's novel from the computer, Dad called me up saying that his car was towed. Not that he ended up in an accident or the car broke hahahhaah... But, the bank took the car from him while he was busy having a meeting at Sutera Pacific. I stopped from what i was doing. I was shocked and giving it a gulped, i whispered to myself "Here we go again ".

Always problems, problems, probelms...

He was asking me whether i had any cash which he demanded on. Unfortunately, i do not have much cash which he asked for- which helps more on keeping the burden.

So, there we are in a family dilemma.

Being the eldest, i called My Fiance for SOS help. He was looking for ways and i on the other hand would give up all my salary to pay dad's debt.

It's so sad especially when Christmas is just around the corner. Well, i hope my good deeds will be returned into my Christmas present.Lol!

AND i hope what i did would be appreciated by him.

I've met people who are ungrateful and my dad is under that category. The thing is, He's my family member. Which where a member in the family should never ever be so calculative 'Like he is'.

. Helping him is quite a burden to me.

Well, i could babble here and make it a novel.

But then again, i guess let that be my endurance in life.

These are listed cars which we have at home.

Even the garage couldn't afford to welcome them. Lol!

~Credits to pictures i goggled down from yahoo~

In reality, our Trooper, Hilux and Lexus are in White except for the Waja and The old GX.

1.Trooper Isuzu-Broken down.Dad had established it as his Storage for tiles. Mean Old Man!

2. Toyota Ninja GX-Has quite a few problems.... Seldom used.

3. Waja(sedan)-Dad bought it to replaced our old Proton Saga which was taken by the Bank.Oops!

4. Mom's 4x4 Hilux- Being rented to pay the Waja( Dad can no longer afford to pay) Gees!

5.The New Lexus-Ok! No comment!

~So, What's left here at home? The old Trooper which can no longer be generated. It's dead! Wahahahha.... And the Old Ninja GX-which i hate driving it!

And the new white Lexus~

Now that Dad's stranded in KK! Mom had to drive all the way to KK to fetch that wretch Mr.Daddy.. Hayoooo!!

~I was actually imagining the whole scene where Dad just finished meeting and went out from the meeting room, proudly walking to his car and then found out the car wasn't there. He goes "Oh Goodness! My car has been stolen!" 'Police!!!!! Help me find my car.'

The police officer," Erm, sir. I guess your car is not stolen"

He -in a panick state walking up and down holding his head-as those gamblers who lost RM1million in a day hahahahah.

The police continues,"You're car has been taken away by the bank." And i would like to sue you for having an expired Road Tax.

~Gosh! Hilarious....~

I am just imagining. This is not what had happened hehehhehee..

We were Safe!

My fiance and his lil brother came driving my Mom's Hilux 4x4 car to attend a few sites in Tawau.

He came just at the right time.

Within that 3 days & 2 night stay(01-03.12.10),they were staying at my place and, I - on the other hand, at the hotel attending my induction course.

On the 3rd.Dec.2010 itself (evening), we headed off home to KK.

My fiance, called up his friend to drive off his car-which eventually is MINE Lol:) He gave the car for FREE...

So, I was his co-asisstant driver all along the way.

He was happy to have me on board, as i entertained him with songs.

And showered him with all my story-tales~Winks~

~That's my Baby! Sipping up a few liters...

Taking this picture from the Hilux~

~We managed to take a snap before we were off on the highway~

~Our practical junk food~

I love munching especially when it's a long trip.

As we sang along with the songs from his MP3 device, I don't feel good about something.

So, i took the chance to say a simple prayer by ending it with a sign of cross. Amen!

He realized and he smirked. ~He is so MEAN~And im in love with a mean man!Lol...

Continued to sing...♪♫♪♫

Everything was fine, then suddenly this Big, Long Trailer passed by and something went 'Duggg!!!'.

The sound like a firewok when it first launched. Omit the sub sounds.

Oh, Gawd! Did something hit the car?! The trailer was long to be seen. It was fast.

I did a quick speculation. "Something might hit the car, telling him with my eyes growing bigger. During my speculation was going wild, he parked the car on the side of the road. Followed by the driver who drove my car.

He hurriedly went out from the car.

He went up and down, and did a full 360 degrees circle to check up. He went to the front, near the bonnet and ducked. I couldn't see him, but i'm sure he was trying to check on the tyre.He gave a long stride to the back tyre and went back to the front. He ducked again. And with my curiosity which was rising high, opened the door and gave a jump to the ground from the seat, and shut the door behind me.

As i walked around the car, there was a sound that went swoooooosssshhhhh.....

Air? I know that sound!

As i directed my eyes to him, I saw his palm slowly cruised on the surface of the tyre. And managed to find where the swooooshing sound came from.

Whoops! We had a punctured tyre...Good thing that the tyre didn't straight away dragged us into any accident. He was like driving 130km/per hr.

And my speculation was wrong!

I even had a bad feeling on that trailer driver.. Pity him. He was on the right place and the right time to be blamed.Lol!

~Yeah, my man!His weight was enough to open up the nuts of the car~

~Lowering down the spare tyre:p~

~He concluded that, a small rock had made the cut as the air in the tyre was too compact, that's why the sound of the car from the inside wasn't smooth~

~The cut from afar~

I was so exhausted as i arrived KK.
We took off from Tawau around 4pm and arrived in KK around 2am.

'Phew'...

Exhausted

I was exhausted from our 3 days -course induction.

And had too many thoughts on what the exam would be like.

The speakers had executed a very good presentation, though i still managed to chip in building castles in the air.Lol!

~Imagining the exam questions, just frightened me alot~

And i was good at acting!

I scribbled on my piece of paper as if i was jotting down notes, but eventually i was already in the exam room, answering. Hahhahaha...

Having said to read all the notes given, i was stressed as we had to write 4 essays in 'Malay Language'. I'm sure people would be surprised why i don't know how to write an essay in BM. Well, there goes the judgement from the society:-

1/. It's just nonsense- You took your SPM and you managed to pull through. You're okay!

2/. You're too ego! Just because you're an English Teacher!

( Minta puji oh nie orang! Mentang2 Guru bi)

4/. It's impossible- You're a Malaysian!

5/. You know how to speak Malay what...??

Well, whatever it is, only close members would know how 'lintang-pukang' my BM is....which i am the one always being bullied for such language.

Well, i thanked God! For giving me such strength to be able to pull through.

I even wrote down in my exam paper...

"bagi guru-guru yang baru berposting.....Without Open and closing inverted commas.... So, there goes my language....

Well enough of that! Bottom line, all i know is that i'll be confirmed by 2012:)

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As i was writing on this entry, i'm getting ready to get myself ready packing things up as i'm going back home today! 10 hours driving is not going to be a pleasant experience. But, having my fiance here to help me to get the car back home is just a blessing in disguise:)

I need to get home as Mom and Dad are flying off to KL for a trip:)

So, i will be babysitting my siblings and also the property of my parents belonging:)

phew~sighing~

One thing comes another thing...

I've been so exhausted since Monday and had a good rest last nigt! But i feel like i need more.

So, i'm ending this post with a 'Happy Holidays and Happy advent to all of you who are celebrating x'mas'

-Dunt forget to go for confession! :p

Or else you could come and confess your sins to me here.Lol!

WHich is just so ridiculous hahaha.....

Amen!

A gift. To whom May concern.

We all go through times of struggle against the world.

And In these times, I am inclined to hold my cards pretty close to my chin.

I favor the challenges in life-challenged. And the journey of my upmost grief has come to an end.

I no more hold the grudges!

"What we are to do then is be patient with one another and forgiving. When someone hurts us we are not to " hold a grudge" but we are to forgive them and drop the offense. Even if they do not pick it up and acknowledge that they put it on us, we will still be set free because we have let it go, and letting it go, means never going back and picking it up again. We are to walk away from it, leaving it behind and never looking back at it. If we can do that, then we can go forward and not be held back by holding a grudge which will get heavier over time. " Quoted by FLU, 2010

I'm sure that you have read my previous post. So, yesterday i went and bought something for her to make things out. A friend of mine had told me that i was so stupid. But, deep down in me i felt guilty. For what? I don't have a clue- nor do i know why.

Am i being an angel? or stupid?

I guess both.

Well, this was the small gift.

It's simple but its a GIFT!

If she doesnt like it, well, then i suppose i'm Wasting my KINDNESS for a person like her.Lol!

~I had to hung it on the door knob ~

I tried knocking for a few times, but she didn't care to open.
So, beats her!

She'll soon come out from her nutshell.

Oh! God! Why am i so kind?

p/s: People might say i'm stupid, but i'll tell you this is the last time i'm doing good deeds to her:p Lol!

Embracing our Enemy:) Peace

As i cruise along my e-mail. I spot my Daily AstroSlam and read it. It sounds like this:-

Hi Felly! Here is your Daily AstroSlam for Friday, November 26

Flirt with the enemy. Hold hands with an archrival. Send flowers to the last person you shouted at. Leave a thank-you note for the meter maid on your windshield -- do anything you can to swing karma in your direction. You're really gonna need it!

Most of you know by now that i had moved to a new house. It's not just because i wanted a life of my own. I love sharing with others or having a housemate. Unfortunately, the 2 years i was with my housemate, i was really stressed out with her way. She is an ungrateful person.

CLeaning and mopping the house was my faithful duty every week. She only cleans her room and never care about the living room not even to think about the cleanliness of the kitchen. Well, i have been considerate with her for so many aspects. I even paid the water and electrical bills the rest of the year in 2009. Still she dares to do things to hurt me and she is so not professional. I respect her as my boss as she is the HEAD of LANGUAGE DEPARTMENT!

I respected her in many ways for 2 years. Not making any noise and walking silently after returning to school and directly marched to my room. Just imagine being so silent mode in that house.. I was afraid to cook too as it might wake her up during her nappy time. I only managed to cook ONLY if i was DAMN hungry. I even respect her bathing time which is 5:30am. If i woke up late then i would end up going to school late too. She almost took 30 minutes in the bathroom as she washes her clothes every morning. So, goes my life in that 2 years. I experienced a horrible and a terrible one.

But, i would like to say thanks to GOD! For i had met this kind of person in my life. It really helps me to be more patient and not to care about anyone. (which is ugly)

(2008)I still remember the day i was posted in that school. I arrived the school on Thursday afternoon. And went to school on Friday. I didn't know that the house was so empty without any kitchen-ware and hardly any onions or woks to be used to cook.

So, on Friday, i directly went back home with only having myself equipped of foods in the morning. My tummy began to grumble in the eve around 5pm. I went in the kitchen as to find myself something to fried on ,but i failed! hahahhahaha... even i couldn't fry myself without any cooking, onions and a wok .LOL

I was left without anything to eat the rest of the whole night!

In the morning, the kakak told me she was going out to attend her class in one of the UMS branch here. WHen i told her to help me to buy me some foods as i hadn't ate since last night, she simply says that " Akak tidak mau lah. Akak tidak pi mana2.Lepas kelas kakak terus balik rumah".

~I pray so hard to God for help that moment as my gastric was already attacking me~

Lamenting on this problem shows that i might be weak. I might be weak here as i'm showering all the unsatisfactions i experienced but in reality i was STRONG enough to face this wicked person who tends to distort my happy life. I face her with a morning smile, talks to her ONLY if she begins a conversation. I cooked dishes for her but never she ate it.Maybe only if i cooked chicken-well, it depends on her mood though.

There was one incident where i only cooked sardin as i was too tired of eating fish and chicken. I invited her to eat and she said " Aiks, sardin saja?" My feelings were mixed with anger and sadness. She aggravated me so much.

The 2nd incident was where i had cooked and invited her to eat and she said "Akak tau bah kalau ajak-ajak ayam sama ajak2 betul" My face turned red as my pressure pumps the blood up towards my head and scattered through my veins and directly to my face.Waaargh!

There were more incidents-and i could make a book of it! hahahahaha

I even bought a pack of 10kg pack of rice and one tong gas for free. And she's using the gas and the rice for free NOW. I didn't even care to think of taking it with me to my new nest.

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Knock, knock,knock.....

I opened the door and it was my students. As i opened the door, i saw a piece of paper sticking on my door. I was shocked! And i knew it must be HER again! And my prediction hit the nail.

~She had just told me that i could borrow the mattresses for a while just before i could go out and buy a few metres of cloth so i could sew up the holes from the ones in my place~

~She told me to throw the key of my previous house~

As if i am going to steal her stuffs..I wouldn't even dare to enter a house which i am no more living in.....

~She signed off ~

~And this was what i wrote back~

P/S: But then again, what my astroslam's say... It gave me an idea to go out and buy a cute card and put it in front of her door:) I guess she never had someone giving her a present:) I feel pity on her. I guess i should!

Remembering the 'black eyed peas's' song....

'What's happening to the world mama... We're livin like we aint got no mama''

It's better to embrace the enemy:)

i want the world to live in peace and this is what i want to do and show to the new generations...

PEACE TO ALL!!

♥ My foster family in states:)♥

I hadn't met with my foster family back in States. Hermm??? How long? I'm no good in calculating . So, i guess u guys can help me do the calculation:) Came back to M'sia in 1993 and met them in Fb in 2010. Have you the answer yet?

Mom suddenly called up and told me she found the Kajdans' via FB. I was overwhelmed at the news and quickly opened up my FB account after a few weeks of non-Fb visit. I checked them out And It was REALLY THEM! Gosh!

After 17 years(i reckon it to be), mom and i had tried our best to keep them updated with what's happening to us in Sabah. And lose contact in 1998 and thereafter permenantly did not mail them anything after the 9/11 tragedy.

And this year, we met again! We exchanged stories and Stephen is now in a local band which is getting to the ears of every Americans and i hope their songs will be aired in Malaysia soon hahahaaha. I had messaged Stephen's sister but there was no reply. Maybe they were too busy as they were moving to their old house and re-modeling it. Love to hear that they were okay and everything was fine.

I haven't got much news about Sarah. But i knew she had graduated from the 'Home-school' graduation! On the other hand, Stephen was the one who frequently replied to me and i was so happy that he did. He's still single and now owns a house of his own. Good for you,Steven! (Sorry for the misspelling hehehe)

Sarah and Stephen were my childhood friends. These two quarrels alot and fights over simple things. I was the audience of their fights and their mother (Nancy-who babysits my brother Russell) was the one who'll always gets them to cool off, whom i called the mediator! Heheehehe...:) But then not long after seconds passed by, they'll fight again.

I still recalled the days where we went to their grandparents house before we left to Malaysia:)

I missed the days i was with them.

I remembered during my childhood days, they wore glasses. But, it seems that their pictures in Fb show that they no more depend on their 'glasses' to see. I guess their eyes are geting better and mine is getting worse hahahahahah..

Here are a few replies from Steven:

~Good thing Steven remembered me~

~Do check their website at this link: http://www.myspace.com/darkfromdayonerox

~Stephen is STILL SINGLE and AVAILABLE(Iguess). But, That's how he put it though:)

So,ladies out there go and check out their songs and i'll see whether Steven likes Asian lasses as his partner hahahahaahah.

Don't be mad Stephen! I'm just pulling a joke here:)

ATTENTION EVERYONE: STEPHEN PLAYS THE BASS FOR HIS BAND:)

*After forming in Russelville, Arkansas in 2006, Dark From Day One set out to find their musical direction. In fall 2008,they entered a contest to have their music placed on a Lionsgate film "The Punisher" War zone. and so on.. U guys go and check it out! I'm just writing the same thing which is written in the website hahahaha....

~I hope they could come and attend my wedding~

I missed them.

I wished i could pay them a visit ONE DAY:)

~A silent Prayer~

*I'm sorry to misspell your name*

Ache days!

I was busy preparing myself to make over this old teachers' quarters.

Bought brushes, paints, garbage plasctics.

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As i entered, the woods from the cabinets were already munched up by the termites.

Oh! Gosh! There were many parts needed to be cleaned.

And here Are a few picts before the repainting process was carried out:

~First Day~

~My kids were sweeping the dirty floor~

~Mayliana who was tired after sweeping the rooms

~Me washing the mirrors~

It was tough and had a few splits and it hurts.



~After the spring cleaning was done, now comes the painting part~




~This is us~

~Me mixing the paint with water, trying to use as less as i could~
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Day 2

~Nasrullah-He was afraid with hights- However, he managed~

~ This part was done the night before~

~This too~

~The aisle to the rooms~

~the 2nd room~

-There are more to come-

This was just the beginning. Oh Gosh! My body is still aching till now. Credits goes to my lovely students who were just kind enough to help me to get things done on time. 2 days of cleaning isn't enough. so, im cosidering to call up my form 6 students this Saturday to help me do another touch up on the house. Can't wait to move in ..Yihaaaa! I hope the aches will soon pay into a self-reward:)

A New home:)

I have wanted a house of mine for a long time. Had been planning this since last year and now it's like a dream come true. I wouldn't say the house is perfect for me but at least i'm staying alone and i wish that my families could come here and pay me a visit.

There were things needed to be settled before i could completely call it 'Home Sweet Home'. Cleaning, washing, wiping and mending things need to be done.

Had ordered a few students to do the cleaning part.

Next, will be the painting part.

Then, the lenolium will create the mood of the house.

Lastly, will carry my things to the house.

And, btw.. I'm just moving next door hahahahah. same level!

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Hari Raya is still Here:)

It's never too late for another Raya Visit.

Knowing that i had scarcely visited my muslim friends back in my hometown, I surely know i'll soon be paying my revenge here in Tawau...~Evil laugh~

Ending up a feast for my tummy :)

Kak Ida who is a family to be called invited most of her close friends to her open house last Saturday.

~Kak Sadariah, Cg Ruslan & Cg Faizal with Lil' Kuntum taking their pict~

~On the left: Kak Khairaty & Kak Saadiah~
~On the right: Beatrice & (of course me:)~

~Kuntum who is just getting healthier day by day~

~Kak Sabariah Who is busying herself filling up her plate~

Good thing we came earlier.It was still a comfortable time to eat.

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After feasting at Kak Ida's house for the 35 minutes, people were coming in and filling up the living room. It was really packed and i think it was time for us to go and visit Kak Masnah and her 2 months old baby. Ah! I really can't wait!

Having the plan of getting married next year has already triggered my thoughts to 'have a baby of my own'. This is just ridiculous! But, whenever i see a baby in front of my eyes, ~Ergh~ felt like pinching it,carrying it and carry it back home !(i meant the baby,heheheh). Be it in the supermarket,having the simplest stroll or in the oblivion places i might counter with them makes me want to proceed my nuptial hour tomorrow. Hah! Only if time permits me to do that. WHich is a hell NO-No!

Sometime i feel perplexed, and anxious to think of what if i suddenly can't concieve.
I think i couldn't bare the state that i couldn't actually be a manufacturer to my own brand.
(Lol-What a chosen vocab to be used)
~Laughing to myself while imagining~
I pray not.....

This is me carrying Kak Masnah's 2 months old baby. I ordered her as soon i sat on the long bench with cushions on it. I didn't care for a drink but for HER. I can't stop carrying her even though she starts vommiting on me. The baby has just finished milking with the mother.And i had the guts to try out my skills to make her burp. Instead of burping she poured milk on her shirt which almost got onto mine.

Reminiscing the time i babysit my brothers and sisters. How I missed them when they were babies. But, they are all now big enough to take care of themselves..And the adorable smiles has gone into thin air hahahah.Only pictures reminds me of how adorable they were. Unlike me! I'm always and forever adorable and sweet hahahah-(so perasan)

Had i not care to carry her, i think i wouldn't know which rank of a carrier i was. I think the baby gave me 6/10. She cried after a few minutes and i had to hand over to the mother.
I couldn't stopped the feeling of the desire to hold the baby. So, i carried her once again and here we are with kak Saadiah.

~I didn't noticed that we wore the same color tops that day ~


~Here we are~
-Kak Masnah is the one wearing the blue 'headgear'-



P/s: I can't wait to have a baby of my own.. It's every woman's dream hehehe:)