::The preparation::

I juggled in and out from my brain hub saying that 'I'm Getting Married'! Oh Gosh, I AM!

The kinestethic response did not give any effect of my blood pressure. My pumpers, were pumping my blood vessels well. And i guess it ships the blood in a balanced portion in every single department of my body. I guess that's why i'm doing NOTHING at all to the preparation. I'm TOO relaxed!

I have my list! And i kept scracthing out the ones i've completed doing and ticking the ones i've scratched! I guess i didn't know where the tick symbol should go (laughing). My 1st list has gone, and i re-wrote the 2nd one. The 2nd list was misplaced, and i did another one.So, this 'other one' was LOST, and i got pissed off!

Now, i have my small BOOK pad LIST!

My book pad list is simple and easy carry!I've had it with me since 2009.

So, you now you know, i've been listing and losing my lists since 2009.

However, i lost the most precious small pad book that contains tons of ideas and dates of appointments, emails, numbers and so on...... during my transfer back to my hometown.

I didn't know where i packed it and which box i placed it.I tried digging in all the boxes and yet it there was no sign of it!Ugh! It was just awful!

So, now! I only carry with me- my Galaxy pad brain!No more lists of papers, nor a small book pad and ex-changing pens and pencils needed!And it's just amazing as how things were going!

Everything went well without the list!

With the help of my 'significant Other' to remember on dates and things needed to be done-it was just then that i realized - what i needed more was, HIM! to be part of the chaotic planning! It's just fun forgetting and delaying the dates as we succumbed ourselves in our workloads.

I remembered rushing for the photoshoot! Waking up early in the mo' which both of us just were not meant to do! Having the future mother-in-law to the scene, made me wonder what thoughts would she had on me hahahaha.. I didn't really played my character as the goody-goody daughter in-law type!

And we had the Hell of a time spent together laughing and teasing ourselves in the car.We could't wait to reach the scene!We were already imagining ourselves being instructed to turn here, turn there, do that, do this, and etc...

Anyways, i had fun on the island!

And the free-stay which was inlcluded in the pre-wed package!

I couldn't agree more that, no matter how stressed up we could be in times of the wedding preparation, it's just going to be a memory that couples should endure and experience!

And i ensure myself that THIS journey that is just a begginning is a stepping stone for BOTH us to cling on together when life gets difficult and the high tides gets tougher.

And here i am again re-phrasing the words.Waaaaaarfgh!!!

I'M GETTING MARRIED!