Memories To rekindle

It was hard for me to plunged into the realm of sadness and face the reality of losing the One i loved so much! Losing someone hurts, and not seeing him no more is so painful.

There were many relatives gathering around in circles after the funeral mass ended. They started to rekindle and sweeping up all the memories up. each and everyone of them wanted to share the moments of their stories..... Some sad, and some happy...It was the moment where everyone get to know each other. Pouring their old stories about ma Grandpa....How nice he was, how strong he was in dealing with the British people long ago, how resposible he was with his family. It was fun to listen but also sad to remember.

No more hugs, no more kisses, no more...But he will always be in my heart forever and ever:)

I wish i could move as soon as possible back to my hometown. It's really hard for me to get back home on time if there are emergency cases like this. Huh!~sigh~

Everyone in the family are trying hard to be strong, and we are still trying....I had lost my dearest cousin and NOW God has taken another one.....But, i'll always give thanks to HIM as he had given enough time to be with these TWO people i really LOVED!

The endurance of this chapter is hard to be described! However, this episode helps me to be more patient in every angles of my life:) Thanks to You God!

We'll Now have a very gloomy X'mas without the TWo of them.....But we'll try to keep the atmosphere Merry enough!

Thanks to my honey who has been so supportive! Thanks Hon! You had been my bestfriend all along...Wish you were here:)

Every memories seems dreary but these are the things that we must look into our lives ...to make us more stronger!