‘Monday Blues’ are 2 words that are frequently uttered by many of us when we feel- not being in the mood of studying or working after the weekends.
Well, that's what adaptation functions as...... to adapt the Monday atmosphere. And my MONDAY was not mundane nor jaded.It was perfect!
However TUESDAY- was a Disaster! My 5D students have problems to respect their teachers (that includes me) their Form teacher. They tend to talk back whenever the teachers come in the class. I got many complaints about my class. DArn! Well, for me, i'm used to the students giving me stupid feedbacks and giving the no no answers to the questions shooted at them. It is somtimes FUN, but when they over-do it, i get annoyed and irritated. That's where i'll shout at them, and other option is i'll just put myself in a silent mode for a few minutes.
In conclusion, 5D just can't stop talking.....
But, we as human beings are not solely that perfect and we sometimes do not like to be treated like rubbish! There's this One kid who never gave me the respect of being a teacher. It's not that i really want them to respect me but, they need to understand the gap between teacher-students. It's not that i'm not so closed to them, i was being their friends and now they think they can over-what me, i can't find a suitable word to describe that.
This particular students:
i/. has the guts to go through my black pencil bag and take my handphone during class.
ii/. dares to poke me at my waist.
iii/. dares to give a simple touch of finger on my nose.
(even my honey wouldn't do that)
iv/. talks back abruptly and in a rude manner
-Mana ada teacher!
-na kan, na kan, Teacher jugak yang salah!
-Eee, teacher ni kan..tidak boleh kh?!
And now this has to STOP!
I went in class and i asked them to open their workbook! I gave them instructions in english. and everytime i do, i have to translate it in BM. And the thing with ma BM, is that i sometimes get stuck in between my lines because i couldn't figure out the sentence or words that i need. So, i went like urm...urm....urm....
Students said: Lambat jugak teacher cakap nie!
Man! was i damn so HOT and in ANGER!
I had hold on to my patient since the past 5 months ago! And Now i could not bare it no more! I felt like slapping her face! But, i gave a snap of thoughts-I'm a teacher! I can't humiliate infront of all the students.This will just bring down my reputation as a teacher!
What i did was....I took my books and things and directly went out of the class! It was wrong to just let the class alone! But, it's better than NOTHING, right?!
I sat at the staffroom, calming myself. My heart beat pounded fast!Gosh! Good thing a few colleagues of mine spent their time listening to my dilemma.
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After school ends, the whole class came to me crying asking for apology! I think i did the right thing! and this time-they knew and understand that they had gone beyond the limits. I ignored them and left them crying in a group. Was too mad to entertained thier sobbings.
Night: Was texted a few messages of apologies! Gee! I 'm really tired of taking care of them.
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